Next 2 you

2012-01-27T00:41:00.000+08:00

went to surprise or another term fetch my baby end work today!since this adorable baby alway sends me to work! (;change of roles! (:I gave him a bottle of ginseng tea I made! ;xand this baby so sweet,bought me cheesecake!he always meet me bring me something to eat!feeling fat already leh me baby!! );we went to eat supper as usual! this time not fish soup, it's western!!baby ate fish & chips,while I just ate chicken wings! (;sorry guys,I know I'm good but I'm taken! (;by this special soul mate of mine!!!I can't believe still though that we are back together after like 4 years! (:I'm kinda damn tired! ); time to sleep. and today I am thankful I have baby to protect me! (;I was really scared.

2012-01-22T03:27:00.001+08:00

Believe the impossible. Discover the incredible.

how is everyone CNY preparation coming along?
its gonna be CNY in like one day time.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
so not looking forward to it though.

okays let talk about my saturday!
when to find my baby despite the rainfall.
a major rainfall with all those lightning!
since the day i saw lightning right in front of me,

im so afraid of them! ):
oh well back to the topic.
so we took a bus and head to CWP!
me and baby went to eat the new japanese shop at CWP!

the Ajisen sister shop!
and just only yesterday we ate Ajisen!
suddenly my baby have to eat so much japanese food because of me!
i feel so bad! ;x

so he ate some wanyu beef udon,
see the bowl like so big,
but the portion quite little!
but the price there is cheap like seriously!

while i ate my cold udon and zaru with prawn tempura!!
i kinda like mine a lot!
i can like really migrate over to Japan!
shall ask my boss for air ticket since I am working in a Japanese firm!

we had a peach mochi too!
since he is always craving for it!
i found a mochi lover just like me!
we always have so much of things we like in common!

after dinner we went to play arcade and walked around!
not to forget we bought movie tickets too!!
Journey 2 The Mysterious Island.
the movie was kinda nice and touching!

Dwayne Johnson's smile is FOREVER CHARMING!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
don't get jealous okay baby? ;x
after movie baby sent me home.

we sort of stop by Mac to have supper!
im so happy to see baby eat so much though.
he like always controls himself to eat the amount
i know baby always tell me now he so fit sure can protect me!

he ate fillet while i ate his cup corn!
sometimes i just want him to be by my side all the time!
i said sometimes not all the time.
too much will be bad for health! ;x

i think i seriously got an awesome hubby!
he sends and fetch me from work! (:
always worries i get hungry and buy me food!
we talked a lot about our future and dreams too.

i won't trade anything for it!
i just wanna stick right next to him,
so be prepared to receive our wedding invitation!
hahahahahaha!

gonna go to bed,
sending my dearest to work and have breakfast with him!
my turn to do all these for him!
don't worry about us we will and always be loving to each other.

cause we will just work everything out!
hand in hand with one another till we are old!
i love the drama we always have everyday!
there isn't anything that we won't talk about! (:

2012-01-20T01:24:00.003+08:00

Don't Let Me Go.

today got a toughest invoice to close! );
31 days straight and have to compare the price and add! ):
so complicated seriously! );
and I got 20 pages to complete balancing it day by day somemore!!!

being accountant is so stressful!!
especially when you are new to it! );
I got my type of job.
I got my type of husband. (:

I should ought to be happy!
one thing baby is good at is,
he would never said what he has done for me! (:
instead he always think of what I have done for him.

I finally found one who would never stay mad at me.
even we had small tiffs,
the moment he saw me he would just give me a hug and a kiss.
and smile to me!

he dont prolong it.
I know after those really horrifying period,
i lost myself,
lost my confidence, pride and dignity.

but baby never once gave up on me.
he always encourages me in everything.
he always tells me to never give up.
and no matter what he will always protects me.

baby I'm really so glad that you are here.
Thanks for all th encouragement! (:
you ain't th world best perfect boyfriend! (:
but you are gonna be a good baby hubby of mine!! (:

2012-01-17T01:18:00.002+08:00

Because you give me what I need and more
Cause it's clear that we are meant to be
Together - Ne Yo

hello readers! (;
I'm shifting blog to tumblr soon! (:
lazy to update here!
today baby came to send me to work again! (;

this silly boy even bought me orange juice when I said I'm thirsty! (;
he treat me like a princess all th time!
even after work he came to find me and have dinner!
baby bought me brownie today!!!

he said my new hair looks weird! );
but still love me!!!
our 3rd month coming!
so fast 3rd month already! (;

today I dyed my hair and cut it! );
so like bangs now! ):
tomorrow morning shall trim a bit! (;
baby is like not th average boyfriend!

He always surprises me and makes me smile so happily!
with him around I feel less stress! (;
being with him I can be myself.
I don't have to hide anything from him.

I usually just reply SMS in his face regardless guy or girl.
and he always randomly will reply and disturbed!
I too uses his to reply and disturb! ;x
we are like best friends and lovers!

he always gives in to me!
like accepting my life and stuff!
he never makes me do things I don't want to!
he really respects me a lot!

and recently we post our relationship status on FB!
so much likes and comments on his wall!
hahaha!!
he is more than a comfort zone to me.

he is the one I wanna be with.
cause he don't shout nor use violence on me.
he knows my fears and help me get through it.
he always protects me. (:

we are still as loving as day one.
know what I can't seems to get sick of him!
we can walk th same route everyday,
but every seconds is different!

every seconds we cherish and treasure each other!
everyone always said relationship is about you and me, or rather us.
but us doesn't mean have to do things together all th time,
we both love our personal time still! (;

understanding and trust is the key that we have.
my baby always giving me kisses on th forehead and on my hand!
make me feel so love, like a boss!
he will go extra miles just for me! (;

this baby very kiasu one!
never wore couple ring before,
buy th couple ring when not even one month.
and he told me this is promise ring.

one thing about baby is he doesn't go all suspicious and angry,
if I forgot to wear or what! (:
baby on th other hand wears it everyday,
and worried about losing it!

maybe last 2 years were bad for me,
but to be honest I haven felt so relax being with a bf,
there is nothing I need to come up with an excuse,
or lied about.

I can just say what I want and do what I want!
baby no measure of time with you will be long enough.
but we will start with forever.
and forever is only the beginning! (:

he isn't perfect lover,
he is just someone with many flaws,
but we both learnt to love,
our love isn't any ordinary love story,

we dont need fairy tales we write our own stories.
gonna settle down with this baby here soon! (;
we like already planned on so much.
time to get on with the plans baby! (;

2012-01-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

Love Is A River, I Wanna Keep Flowing,
Life Is A Road, Now And Forever Wonderful Journey.

Yesterday I didn't went to work.
Went out to enjoy I guess. (:
we went to PLAY NATION to play Xbox Kinect!
hahahahahaha!

it was like so funny!
We played dance central 2!
and it was the first time he played that.
we played like 1 and the half hour of DC 2!

then after that we played band heroes!
oh my god!
so fun!
my first time playing drum!

haha!!!
make me keep laughing while he is playing like a pro!
after 2 hours of fun!
we went to eat BUFFET!

Yes we went here to eat!
baby so cute!!
the moment he went there he so excited to eat desserts!
hahaha!

we ate like some serious hungry ghost!
and yes we ate desserts like some kids!
we SCOOPED a huge bowl of chocolate foudue!
so funny!

then spam marshmallows and egg tarts!
we took quite a lot of photos.
and baby took an unglam picture too!
so random of him!

our dinner it's only part ONE!

our desserts!
and the first picture above,
is taken by yours truly! (;
is it nice? (:

hahaha!!
I miss my baby now!
quite lazy to blog now!!
okay gonna go sleep now!!!!

2012-01-11T00:31:00.002+08:00

We Found Love In Hopeless Place!
We Found Love - Rihanna

okay I'm so tired and hungry at the same time!
):ahh!
no Maggie no shits! ):
since when my house turn so pathetic!

feel like calling Mac but in afraid I dosed off while waiting!
oh well starve and lose weight at the same time! (:
haha!
I changed blogskin gonna re edit eberyhing when I'm free! (:

recently gotta like spilt time with so many people!
my baby, my baby girl, mum and bro, and my BFF! (:
okay I like no time for myself?!
I spend those time on audition.

too long never play now sucks at it big time! ):
baby no time for me spend it virtually! (:
maybe Friday night I will update again on me and baby! (:
miss th drama right?

at the same time upload some pictures of us!
we didn't took much picture actually!
not till Bali! (: hahaha!!
going 3 months together already! (:

so short right?
but to us it feel like years!
we already planning so many stuff together! (:
first stop is save money and open our very own bank account! (:

from there we will move on!
okay getting really hungry now!
shall faint of hunger and go coma! (:
so tomorrow I can eat Macbreakfast with baby! (:

baby so sweet tomorrow no work,
wanna wake up and send me to work!
he is like a husband send wife to work,
later end work fetch wife go eat dinner! ;x

we will just keep going like this everytime!
everyday is our first! (:
I seriously think my wedding I don't need it grand.
yes it's a once in a lifetime issue why don't make it grant?

well like you said once in a life time!
I wanna make it a special one,
a wedding that's is simple and yet everyone can't seems to get it! (:
a wedding that's not showing off how rich my husband is,

but a wedding to show how deep is our love! (:
that's what wedding originally was meant for!
a ceremony to display true love for one another! (:
I will make mine really really special! (:

we don't need to be rich to have a perfect wedding! (:
as long there is you and me,
everything will be super prefect!
afterall both of us has perfectionist in us yet craves for simplity! (:

2012-01-09T23:58:00.006+08:00

But I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge.
Better Than I Know Myself - Adam Lambert

today baby woke up in the morning to send me,
on my first day! (:
however he didn't manage to!
we were like on the same train!!!

this sleepyhead overslept and like missed th stop.
we were like separated due to his miscouting of doors,
and the crowd that never disappears! );
ahhhhhh!!!!

but anyways I ended work early now and it's near to his work place!
so I went to look for baby after work!
accompany him eat dinner! (;
sometimes I worried about my baby health! );

th way he eat health products! -.-
sometimes I wish he could be just a little normal! );
i spent 2 hours roaming around in ps today! );
legs now all tired!!

lucky never wear heels all!
if not he is gonna carry me home! (:
baby ended work then we went home together! (;
shared this shark fin soup which taste more like mushroom soup with baby!

he fed me!!! *shy*
then we ate the cookies i bought from marks & spencer!!!
sat there and chat for awhile!
the place was windy too! (;

I guess now that I work this job,
me and baby can have more time together,
tml he is sending me to work again! (;
I can't wait to see him later! (;

okay shall blog in details again soon!
don't worry I will re-edit this post when I'm using my com! (;
so stay tune.......... (:

2012-01-08T04:33:00.005+08:00

I dont know where were heading, I'm willin' and ready to go
Fight For This Love - Cheryl Cole

it's going 4am and I can't get to sleep!
so drop by here and start blogging! (:
what should I blog tonight?
hmmm, why not blog about my baby! (:

how me and baby got together was kinda naturally.
he didn't ask me to be his girlfriend nor either I asked.
haha!!
it all started on this very day. . .

one random day he chatted with me at Facebook.
so I told him drop me a SMS instead cause Facebook MSG very laggy!
he really SMS me and we chatted over SMS.
as usual I will always tease him if he miss me?

well he never changed always telling me maybe a little!
oh well,
since then he started SMSing me quite often,
I kinda SMS him more too! (;

th best part was we work under same company but different places!
so fated! *blush* okay back to story,
he never really tells me about what he does,
always knowing he told me he slept like few hours and stuff.

that time I remember I was dying to celebrate halloween,
then just nice I saw the USS Halloween promotion!
with mummy ride and the battlestar is in it!
so kinda asked quite a few people.

and so only he said yes.
oh well, didn't really think about it so much!
we were like kinda looking forward to the thing,
and at the same time worrying about the awkwardness.

afterall he was my ex boyfriend.
and we haven really meet in person since graduation from secondary!
*to be honest, I don't know how we got together last time,
neither nor how we broke up, maybe over a girl i guess.*

baby went to do the collection of tickets during his off day!
and even told me he wanted to book a hotel,
just in case after USS we get real tired! (:
hahaha!

so 27th October was that big day at the same time rainy day! );
but lucky for me baby cab down and fetch me! (:
the moment I board the cab there was this moments of awkwardness.
inside of me was like struggling should I start something or keep quiet!

after self debating I decided to like pour it all out!
so I did and we talked through out the whole cab ride! (:
this baby even went to book a hotel!
I thought he was kidding but he did!

we stayed at hard rock hotel!
the person so nice gave us a corner and free upgrade too!
so we checked in and then head to USS!
he bought me th devil horn headband! (;

kinda awkward ya know!
he help me take pictures like my photographer!
but skills néed more improvement! ;x
so baby and I took cyclone first!

we screamed during th ride!
we really enjoyed it! hahaha!
so after cyclone we went to mummy ride!
baby first time there he look so cute! ;x

after the ride we went to eat dinner over at this,
zombie cafe area!! haha!
baby kept looking at me and smile during the meal! );
after dinner we went to haunted house!

okay this time I did something stupid! ):
we ain't together right?
but haunted house I kinda got scare and screamed,
so I hugged his arm and walk th whole of it! ;x

the moment we reached th exit,
I felt kinda awkward I just let go! ;x
hahaha!
after riding human we kinda like walk around.

he bought me blood bag!!! (;
and took somemore photos before exiting! (:
so we went back to the hotel and took a shower.
like totally awkward aura is in the room!

after bathing we like rest on the comfy bed!!
we each have a queen size bed! (:
so awesome!!! hahaha!
about midnight I was feeling hungry,

so we went out to find food!
ended up we bought cup noodles and bottled drinks.
we ate and watched tv,
after eating we went to slack at the balcony talking.

i kinda felt sleepy and happy after everything.
So I just lay on my bed and fell asleep.
till like the next morning!
and here is the interesting part.

morning I woke up because feeling hot! );
then took off my jacket and like look at him sleep a little,
drop my head to the pillow again.
suddenly he tap on my head and ask me go over.

don't know why I also go over!
but the moment I go over!!!
it was heaven the power of air con! hahaha!
so I lie there!

suddenly he hugged me! *shy*
I don't know how to react! );
I remember in between us still got pillow cause I was hugging it!
hahaha!!!

then somehow leh!
we move here and there,
our lips touched! *epic akwardness*
I was like ehh, how how?! );

uhh, the process had nothing sexual happened of course.
just making out. (;
after that he told me what he has been doing.
and I was like teasing him th whole time! (;

nice of him to tell me facts about what he does! (;
so went to get ready for check out and all.
I remember we stood at the balcony and talked!
suddenly he hugged me and talked!

haha!
when we walked right,
he hold my hands.
so cute of him!

I still remember he told me,
he not boyfriend material when we were dining our branch at delifrance!
then we took tram due to the rain,
he asked me so do you know what you were doing?

back then I really dont! ;x
was kinda speechless!
but baby was hugging me holding my hands,
and even kissed my hand like a prince! ;x

the whole day he told me he not boyfriend material,
and I deserved better!
he even said he like holding my hands!
we went to watch movie!

paranormal activity 3!!
he hugged me and held my hands really tight!
th whole day he has been holding my hands!
like my boyfriend like that! so cute! ;x

he even walked me home after alighting the cab! (:
after this day,
the next day I happened to meet friend at ps.
so just nice my friend accompanied me waited for him end work!

my friend said he would have a peace of mind if I went home with someone! (:
so we waited and then we head home!
so baby sent me home! (:
held my hand and walked me home!

very sweet I guess! (;
then I always will asked him not boyfriend material ehh?
he would said yes, but just wanna protect me! ;x
hahahaha!

okay I shall stop here and continue again! (;
it's like 4.32am already! (;
gonna get it from baby later! ;x
nights! (:

2012-01-07T04:42:00.003+08:00

Say farewell to the dark of night, I see the coming of the sun
Back At One - Brian McKnight

it's 4am already!! );
can't get to sleep actually! );
I am feeling so hungry!
baby I am so hungry leh! ):

wake up and accompany me eat breakfast leh! );
I kinda miss you a lot baby.
just now I went to google on wedding!
to have a wedding not cheap ehh! ):

but then I was thinking who to invite too!
in the end I guess buffet shall be more than enough! (;
Yesterday morning I woke up thinking baby was next to me.
then I woke up turning behind looking for him to hug me! ):

first thing that came into my mind was,
oh yah baby went to work.
then later before i dosed off again,
I remembered baby was never next to me! );

see baby I miss you so much! );
faster faster okay! (:
starting work on Monday already!
sigh! );

I wish I could like rest more.
but no work no money! (;
besides working hour is 9-5.30!
lucky me I guess! (:

I can't wait to sleep next to my baby! (;
ahhh!
I seriously can't sleep!! );

2012-01-05T15:38:00.002+08:00

Boy we've got something that keeps reminding us
We don't need nothing as long as we got love
Believe it, I mean it, I know we'll always have enough

As long as we got love - Javier Colon

I believe karma exist.(:
I believe things will be better!
and I believe my dearest boyfriend will protect me with his life!
*sounds like his rifle*

I wish I have met you sooner! (:
if not I wouldnt have gone through so much!
but the past matters no more now! (;
I am glad that you found me! (;

thanks to Halloween and USS,
we are here together again! (:
maybe I should start blogging about what we do everyday here! (:
of course exclude your itchy part baby! ;x

being with him,
even we don't celebrate monthsary with gifts or dinner,
just he greeted me with happy monthsary I am happy enough.
I know baby have to work a lot,

and he don't usually have much time for me.
sometimes I do feel upset and stuff.
but he don't have a choice either.
always have to share my time with his gym and slumber.

but it's okay I guess.
few years later I can see him all I want! (;
by then he needs to worry if I get sick of seeing him! ;x
hey baby if you ever read this!

just remember that you still owe me a ring!
steady ring okay! (:
th one we have is promise ring I think!
or was it the other way round? (;

by the way you need to prepare for like another 2 rings next year ehh! ;x
saved enough already? ;x
dont later sell kidney all okay!
love ya tons baby!

2012-01-04T11:37:00.001+08:00

But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

I'm so tired but decided to drop by before going to bed.
it's 2012 already!! yay!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D
th picture above was taken with my iphone4 kinda sucks!
anyway was so busy with everyday.
I think I have reduce my com usage a lot!
everything is using iPhone even I'm blogging using iPhone now! (;
how did everyone spend their new years eve?

I spent mine with baby watching fireworks at esplanade! (:
after that we went to geylang eat frog porridge!
sat down by the road side and took pictures!
*like some homeless kids*
that was th first time! (;

2012 got better for both of us! (:
I know who I really wanna be with,
who would protect me! (;
to see my lovely boyfriend here who can mix with my long time best friend,

make me feel all so loved! (:
to finally have someone who accept my life and laughs with my friend.
I guess after so long I only had 3 really good friends! (;
always adoring me makes me feel so lucky! (:

my little princess likes him too! (;
didn't bark at him and even played with him.
so cute when both of them played today!
my baby said she look so cute with all th blur face!

baby here really loves me a lot! (;
I really really feel like his princess whenever I'm with him!
we are gonna head for euro at th end of this year hopefully!
June or July we are going Taiwan with my best-est friend! (:

I seriously adore my boyfriend!! (:
I don't wanna get anyone better than him!
we gonna start a saving account together and save for our future! (:
I wanna wake up seeing him every morning and giving kisses on my forehead!

yesterday baby woke up early just to have breakfast with me!
after that we went Ikea and shop like some married couple! (:
so cute that baby played with me in there!!
then we bought th hotdog bun!

then He told me,
it was me who taught him how to eat and embrace th hotdog bun! ;x
I was like serious?
so many years back and he remembers it! awww!

back in secondary school days he was th first boyfriend I ever went ikea with.
he was like th second boyfriend I ever had.
how we got together I have no idea.
but right now I just love having him in my life! (:

I wanna hug you to sleep like now! );
baby say wanna bring me to batam! ;x
buy me ps3 move and go USS again!
like a boss only! ;x

sometimes I wish baby don't have to work,
so that can spend more time with me! (:
but we have a life time to spend with each other now! (:
baby my special date is next year! );

omg! it's like so near and close! ):
I don't know what else to say!
okay time to sleep now! (:
getting sleepy already! (:

2011-12-27T02:30:00.001+08:00

Kiss me underneath the mistletoe, show me baby that you love me so.
Mistletoe - Justin Bieber

Merry Christmas Everyone! :D
how did everyone celebrate their Christmas?!
hope everyone had a fantastic one! (;
well, this year mine was a little more special! :D

lazy to elaborate on details but i had tons of fun! :D
I remember last year my Christmas eve I spend in tears and sadness
but not this year anymore! (;
I simply enjoy my simple Christmas eve and Christmas! (:

met up with baby after his work!
he surprised me with an ice cream cake! (:
so sweet of him! (;
we went to have dinner and then walk around orchard!made him wear that hat thing and took pictures with me! (;we walked and run in the rain together!
had supper and stuff! (;
time spent with him sure goes very fast!

things I love about him is,
he won't force me to do the things I don't like,
he always give in and compromise!
he knows when I'm feeling uncomfortable.

i never have to hide or limit anything to share with him!
we can just touch and use each other phone like friends!
still remember I ganged up with his friend over in the SMS!
and he was like laughing and crying at the same time over the things we said! ;x

he also used mine to disturb!
I don't feel stress out and in fact i forget all of my stress when I'm with him!
we spend our time enjoying the Christmas! (:
the feeling when I have with him

is something I never had before.
I never thought we would be back together again! (:
anyways Christmas eve we spent th whole night out,
had Mac breakfast before cabbing home! (:

went home and sleep like a boss!
woke up in the evening
then head Chong pang ate Christmas dinner with my family! (:
then at night meet up with Betch!

we went to have supper at geylang!
he like my tour guide!!
went to have frog porridge then,
we saw lots of police and a few you know uhh! ;x

so happening at night like seriously!!
we ate dim sum at 4am.
morning when woke up we ate dim sum before heading home!
head home slept till like 9pm then woke up!

I don't know why,
I just like spending time with you,
even I had fears and phobia you never gave up.
you always there to protect me and always felt my feelings!
we may not speak like a lovely couple,
but when we walk on street, people who overheard our conversation would always
tends to smile at how we communicate!
baby just to let you know I'm trying hard,
to face my fears I had attained from my previous relationship!
I am just so happy to have you back into my life again! (;
I will hold ya hands when you are insecure! (:
no matter good or bad we still always make it through like a boss!!
few years more I will always have you every morning by my side when I wakes up! (;

2011-12-21T11:36:00.001+08:00

No Pain. No Backup. No Choice

last night babe came to fetch me from work! (:
we headed to dg for dinner and then,
watch mission impossible ghost protocol!
movie is really freaking awesome!
i rate it like 9 out of 10! :D

after movie we went to walk around and have supper.
my life has turned for the better now.
and this time i don't love someone forever.
i will love him forever and always! (:

2011-12-20T01:36:00.001+08:00

seriously when will you stop being so pitiful?
how long you want people to pity you?
for god sake be a MAN not some pussy?!
hurt in love?!

let me tell you what is hurtful okay?!
when you try to love someone,
he always say you got another guy,
he always stop you from doing what you like,
he didn't not respect you and cheat on you just because he is sick?!
that's like second months only!
he who always sweet talk with his ex gf behind your back?!
he who slaps you in public just because you slap him.
he who strangle you to stop you from crying more,
he who screams at you all the time,
he who physically abuse you most of the time when he is crazy,
I go home with bruise and scars,
had to lie to my mum about how I get it.
he who works and then never cares about you,
everytime say you are irritating and annoying,
just because he don't allow you to work and make you lock yourself at home,
try to go out with friends he said you betray him?

do you even think such a guy is worth to love?
don't think your dear friend there is such a nice guy okay?
please think back to what you have done before playing the blame game.
so what you changed at the end?

you already gave me so much fear and trauma,
do you even know I had depression thanks to you?
do know how much insomnia you have caused me?
I thanks NTD for helping and pulling me out of my pain and fear.

they have been there for me all the time when I need someone most.
act pitiful all you want,
cause you are a nightmare to me.
right now I am so much more happier than before.

I have someone who adore me more than you ever did.
someone who won't cheats on me,
someone who don't scream or shout at me,
someone who don't slap me or physically abuse me,
someone who respect me and my decision,
someone who knows how to treat a lady right,
someone who dotes me like a princess,
someone who accept my lifestyle and my friends,
someone who help me overcome my fears,
someone who shows me love and not say it everyday with words! (:
someone who gives me space and not asking me to report my every movement to him.

to be honest,
love isn't all about US.
you don't even know what love is,
you don't even know how to treat a girl right,
you don't even know to manage your anger?
all you ever do was blame your parents for everything that you become.
everything is about what you did right and not did wrong?
everyhing is about your feelings and words not other.
in this world you always got no wrong always you the right one.

if time can turn back,
I would choose not to be with you at all.
maybe peharps I would have reconcile with my ex even sooner! (:
I wouldn't have to go through so much pain and horror. (:

FYI I never got together with Julius at all. (;
we were always just good close buddy!
one thing for sure is,
he treats me way better than you treat me.
at least he cares more than you did.
you only learn how to care when you know you are about to lose that person.
IPP I fall sick at least he bother to comfort me,
unlike you always say me act if not is what go out with guys.
if not start argument with me.

my boyf now is something that you will never be,
he always put me first in everything since day 1.
he always tell me to put myself first, then him.
he never wanna argue with me
he always showers me with love,
it's like 2 months already we are doing so great.
everyday is like our first day.
at least he hate lying to me and share everything he did,
I can also share everything I did with my close guy friends with him.
I won't wanna lose him,

cause this is love,
we can act stupid together,
talk like best friends,
love like lovers,
fight like enemies.

the last thing he ever wanna do is make me cry,
he honour his words so much,
if he sees me upset he will cheer me up. (;
and not show me a black face or show anger.

listen to what your douches said,
I don't give a damn to how sad you are.
cause I cried enough over you and had enough of you.
I am living super perfectly fine without you in my god damn life!
and everything is fucking perfect now! (;
I feel cherished and treasured by someone every single minute! (:

2011-12-18T03:22:00.004+08:00

caught a last minute midnight movie with baby!
Sherlock Holmes a 128minutes movie!
guess what?
people sitting next to us were our former classmates!
what a small world! (;

btw it's an awesome movie seriously! (;
should really catch it if haven't watch! (;
mostly importantly I enjoyed th whole movie,
laughed a lot & love th time we spent together! (:
I still miss Bali quite a lot can't wait for our next trip!

2011-12-16T07:44:00.006+08:00

I will always love you forever and always!
Forever & Always - Parachute

hello blog! (:
I'm finally back from my Bali trip! (:
I went with my sweet awesome baby!
Seriously went to Bali like some rich millionaire! (:

spend money like water,
down there so peaceful and fun make me didn't wanna goback! );
this time th plane I took wasn't budget airline!! (:
it was quatar airways! (:
so awesome had meal and wine in th plane with my babe! (;

i swear this time the plane ride was the best i ever had.
i didn't teared or felt sad at all.
i was smiling my way through while betch was laughing at me! ):
we laughed and talked like th whole 2 hours plus! :D

bought few gifts but gifts over there seriously overpriced and super limited! );
after so many years,
babe changed so much, he adores me so much now.
he became a cam whore now that he is with me! hahaha!

he does everything for me without me saying. (:
*sounds like my maid ;x*
everyday is like th first day for us! (:
like my best friend that I can share everything with him! (:

hey baby, i just wanna tell you,
i had tons of fun being with you & a big thanks,
for protecting me when I was afraid,
for being there for me all th time,
for being such an understanding person.
i love th time we laughs & jokes over stupid things,
lastly thanks for accepting my life and friends! (;

2011-12-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

Going off in 5 days time now! (: